The Clearing

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:27 am

while in the guest house she collapsed to the floor in big wet tears

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:31 am

I nodded and said "I know babe I'm also worried." I also continued with Chris Matt pricked his ears up to crying he ran towards the guest house and pushed the door open with his paw and thought *Suki I might have an Idea that we can be together, I could try and pretend Velvet isn't my momma and it might work.* He knelt down on his front paws and gently nuzzled Suki.

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:35 am

"Now she's crying. Damn it, I'm sorry, honey, but I just can't do this right now." I said, stopping the love making and sitting on the side of the bed. "And there's no way to block her out, not without making her think that I've abandoned her, and you know me, honey. I just-I just can't stand it!" I yelled out "just can't stand it" as I punched a wall, breaking through to the other side.

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:36 am

she looked at matt "it wont work ... your loyalty to her will get in there ... " she sniffled-pulling her satchel close "im going to run away"

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:42 am

Matt thought *Maybe Suki but that's not because she is my momma thats because I'm her guardian to. I'm sure there is something that will stop me thinking Velvet is my momma. If it makes you happy. I don't want you to run away.*

I sat up and wrapped my arms around Chris and said "Yes I know babe. Like me to my friends and Matt to me, I think he is trying to find some way they could be together I think he is thinking about something to wipe his memory of me as his mother and he only thinks he is my guardian."

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:44 am

"Will it work, hun? I mean, it doesn't seem like my spell even touched them!" I exclaimed, entwining our tails.

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:48 am

I shrugged and said "It might if I help you babe." I entwined my fingers through Chris' fingers and looked deep in his eyes.

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:49 am

"how would you acheave such a feat ... " she said hugging her satchel tight

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:51 am

I stared deep into Velvet's eyes, then said, "I hope you'r right, hun. Otherwise we're screwed and I fear that Tsukiko might do something stupid like go back in time and prevent you from saving me just so that she can, and will thus destroy the timeline and screw things up."

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:53 am

Matt thought *I don't know Suki, you brother might be able to help us out.* He nuzzled Suki again.

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:57 am

I nodded and said "That will screw up if it doens't work. We need to know where they are so we can try and do that let Matt forget me as his mother, leave his mind of him being my guardian only." I kissed Chris again.

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:59 am

I kissed Velvet back and said, "They're in the guest house, my love."

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 7:00 am

she sighed hugging her satchel close " but i dont think chris will do anything for me after i yelled at him and threw a shoe at his bedroom door" she blushed

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 7:01 am

I said "then lets get dressed again and see if our plan works."

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 7:03 am

"Okay my love." I said, pulling on my socks underwear. "We won't be needing our armor, right?"

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 7:07 am

Matt thought *umm I believe they are getting dressed to come down to us I think they have the same plan as I do.*

I was getting dressed and said "I don't think so babe remember we are going to try and do something for Matt not to know who his mother is."

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 7:10 am

"Just making sure, honey." I said, zipping up my pants and reaching for my shirt.

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 9:25 pm

she started to get up " well if this spell is for you then im not going to be around for it ... a mother and son separated ..... it wont end well for velvet ...and ..." she cut offf and turned around " its your shoice i respect that i just dint want to watch" she grabbed fot the nearest chair and pulled herself up

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 11:02 pm

Matt nodded and said softly "I know Suki, if its the only way we can be together and so can my momma and brother, its our only choice. I know all to well that I'll break momma's heart but I am still her guardian so I'll still look out for her and I have this slight feeling she might become pregnant in the near future with your brother's and her child or children. Its a slight feeling but its there. Won't end well for velvet what do you mean suki?"

I smiled as i placed my dress over my head and said "I guessed babe. I know losing the bond to me and Matt as mother and son, but I know he will be still watching for me cause he is my guardian. " I kissed Chris deeply as my eyes filled with tears I turned away so Chris couldn't see my tears.

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 11:11 pm

"your mother will look at you and feel sad because she is your mother and will know that you onley know her as your son and she will cry" she said starting to walk away

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 11:20 pm

Matt was in front of Suki and said "I know Suki, but I want to be with you and I would like my mother to be happy with your brother and maybe children in the near furture" Matt lent in and kissed Suki again but deeply and passionately this time.

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 11:30 pm

"Honey, you know that I want you to be happy. I just wish that there was another way, my love." I say, kissing back, "Hun, if there's a way to do this without wiping his memory then we will do so. If it means leaving you so that they can be together, then so be it. Just as long as you remain happy and know that I love you, Velvet, and always will."

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 11:39 pm

I turned back around and wrapped my arms around Chris and said softly "I know hun, I am, I'm just a bit sad that we might have to wipe his memory of me as his mother. I don't want you to leave me cause I'll be depressed for a long time. I think wiping Matt's memory of me as his mother is about all we can do and you never know after we make love some more time I might become pregnant. I know as I will always love you babe."

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 11:43 pm

Tears welled in my eyes as I held Velvet close, kissing her deeply. "I know you love me, hun. Now, let's go see Matt and Tsukiko."

Subject: Re: The Clearing Thu Jan 21, 2010 11:52 pm

she kissed back slightly "im going to the other room now ... they should be here soon"